Long Time

Ok.

Short post tonight. I've started about 8 blog posts over the past 4 months but never finished them.

They'll probably just sit in draft status forever now. Most of them I just couldn't figure out an ending (or middle) to - and the rest were just either boring or annoying to read.

But - something sparked in my mind tonight

Assuming you were going to bring a child in to this world - what would you want for them? I was thinking about that today.

And I thought - I'd want every day to be full of opportunities:

-Time to learn, grow and change
-Time to have fun
-Time to relax, reflect/meditate

And when I was thinking of this I wondered why I hadn't treated myself like this (lately - or ever?). Why would I have this desire for "full" days for my future children but not for me? Was I not good enough for my own special treatment?

It was Sunday afternoon epiphany time. Let's see if anything changes once I come up with an answer for this question.